something I seem to take for granted

something I seem to take for granted ALL of the time is that
1. I have some nifty musical knowledge at all, and that
2. I have A TON of musical friends who love music so much that they actually make it, no matter how difficult, and that
3. I live in a place which has, all things considered, A LOT of such people, (even if there are a billion more people who are not these.)
I really do like that.
how awful would it be to lose that.
how much more tragic would it be to never have discovered it.
see? life really is pretty amazing.

what would I do if

Thought of the Day 1 29 2015

what would I have done if I WERE ADHD, but had UNSHAKABLE CONFIDENCEā€¦ instead of the belief that I am unlovable and invalid (with the only things capable of overcoming said belief being adhd-related Highly Stimulating thingsā€¦)
?

all of the music I play is repetitive

is there ANY music that I actually PLAY that IS NOT…
“REPETITIVE AS HELL?”

let’s see

used to play gamelan. check
Reich. check.
Glass. check.
African from not-Ghana. check
African from Ghana. check.
Harmonium on Indian Music. check.
BoorBaar PErcussion Ensemble music. Check.
some other music (Kandam) Check.
hopefully soon some Brazilian music. Check.

is there ANY music that I actually PLAY that IS NOT…
“REPETITIVE AS HELL?”

let’s see

used to play gamelan. check
Reich. check.
Glass. check.
African from not-Ghana. check
African from Ghana. check.
Harmonium on Indian Music. check.
BoorBaar PErcussion Ensemble music. Check.
some other music (Kandam) Check.
hopefully soon some Brazilian music. Check.

is there ANY music that I actually PLAY that IS NOT…
“REPETITIVE AS HELL?”

let’s see

used to play gamelan. check
Reich. check.
Glass. check.
African from not-Ghana. check
African from Ghana. check.
Harmonium on Indian Music. check.
BoorBaar PErcussion Ensemble music. Check.
some other music (Kandam) Check.
hopefully soon some Brazilian music. Check.

is there ANY music that I actually PLAY that IS NOT…
“REPETITIVE AS HELL?”

let’s see

used to play gamelan. check
Reich. check.
Glass. check.
African from not-Ghana. check
African from Ghana. check.
Harmonium on Indian Music. check.
BoorBaar PErcussion Ensemble music. Check.
some other music (Kandam) Check.
hopefully soon some Brazilian music. Check.

is there ANY music that I actually PLAY that IS NOT…
“REPETITIVE AS HELL?”

let’s see

used to play gamelan. check
Reich. check.
Glass. check.
African from not-Ghana. check
African from Ghana. check.
Harmonium on Indian Music. check.
BoorBaar PErcussion Ensemble music. Check.
some other music (Kandam) Check.
hopefully soon some Brazilian music. Check.

Quarteto Novo (is awesome, buy it)

I have for two days been digging into music by
Geraldo Vandre and Airto Moreira. (I have known for some time of the excellence that is Hermeto Pasoal)
ever heard of QUARTETO NOVO?
Buncha Baddasses, Brazilian I think, many years ago ago now…
they had one self-titled album>
get it.
that is all. (oh, it turns out all three of those musicians and two others were the members of this band.)
have it.

is MY high stimulation music right for you

so, as a HYPER dude (an ADHD dude, whatever…)
what RIGHT do I have, to TELL OTHER people who are ADHD, that MY MUSIC OF CHOICE might be right for THEM?

that it might help THEM feel EXTREME JOY and give THEIR some direction as well?

(this is rhetorical)

(I PLAY a lot of said music, I organize groups and rehearse and perform it, not just listening (though listening is the bomb as well.)

I want to maybe do it with YOU TOO, whomever you are, if you are the right person, THE RIGHT MONKEYS….

today it’s this, though I don’t currently have a SAMBA group (and never HAVE had, one of MY own, though I’ve been in others’s a little.)
more of this, more of this, yes.

STAR WARS MUSIC, MACHETE ORDER

!! ooOOOHhhhh….sssSERIOUS Geekout question….
Ok, I have Recently learned of watching the star wars films in what is called MACHETE order, that is

IV, V (the first two “old” films), then II, and II, SKIPPING I entirely, and then VI (the last “old” film.)

my question is…

does this order

HELP or HURT the LEITMOTIVIC situation…, which at best can be described as PROBLEMATIC watching the films I-VI, or IV-VI, then I-III…

?

I bet it helps…

as is, it works best IV V VI, I II III…. old films, followed by new ones, in order they wee MADE< not that in which they happen chronologically. here’s why 1. The Imperial March does not appear AT ALL in Episode IV, the FIRST/OLDEST star wars film (formerly called “star wars”, no subtitle.) few people seem to realize that. it only first appears in Empire Strikes Back and Jedi. as such, having it appear, as it does, albeit to great effect, about 24 years earlier, in II, attack of the clones…. is kinda super uncool..l, in a Wagnerian sense… (the ONLY sense, that is…) 2. in said order, IV V VI, I II III, ANAKINS’s theme (pretty minor, frankly…. comes in in I…. it “leads” to, “Points” to, The Imperial March. skipping episode I skips this, BUT, that doesn’t really matter, as it appears also in episode II… (and, I;m told, ONCE, in III, though I don’t know where, to this day…) 3. the EMPEROR’S THEME is the kicker… as originally intended, musically, that is, it appears only in VI, return of the jedi… NOT in V, empire, even thought the emperor himself does so. with the prequel trilogy, it appears in all three, including mere MOMENTS from the start of episode I…. in MACHETE order (figuring this out for the first time here, hopeful…) IV, V, II, III, then VI…. it isn’t in IV, nor V… as such it’s first appearence will, instead of a. VI, like in the OLD days b. I, like in the NEW days… will instead be c. in II… attack of the clones, I believe, when anakin has killed the tusken raiders…, and is all sad, in the garage at the lars homestead (who said I wasn’t a geek?;) my question are.. 1. is that appropriate? 2. it IS better for The Imperial March, coming as it does (and frankly, did in IV-VI, then I-III) as a RECAPITULATION of it in V, not as supplanting it’s use in V as it does chronologically…. (WOW I’m a geek… WOW………) and (dude, as I write this, I realize that similar things can be said about Yoda’s Theme…. dude, the prequel trilogy “IS” a flashback– dude, THIS order “more closely” preserves the musical continuity one would EXPECT in MUSICAL FLASHBACKS, such as in Wagner Operas, or symphonies with interconnected themes in their movements, NOT composed OUT OF ORDER… !! DUDE! I AM A CONVERT!!! to MACHETE ORDER, it would seem… AS I was saying… 3. this method ALSO introduces YODA’S THEME, where it SHOULD be, in EMPIRE< V… NOT far earlier, pre-empting the intended MUSICAL SENSE that the OLD movies made until the new ones messed the whole thing up…. Well then. My Opinion is as such.

My Limiting Beliefs are Lies

…that happiness doesn’t exist, is a lie…
…that even if it does, I don’t deserve because I’m fundamentally bad, is a lie…
…that happiness doesn’t exist, is a lie…
…that even if it does, I don’t deserve because I’m fundamentally bad, is a lie…

Awesome Brazilian Music, high stim yes

TOMBO by AIRTO MOREIRA

THIS be some of the kind of music that is INCESSANT, UNRELENTING and AWESOME TO LISTEN TO AND PERFORM AND DANCE TO ALWAYS

(if the very beginning is “too slow for you”, go farther ahead, thou shalt not be disappointed.

though the beginning is FUNKY and PHAT, OH YES!

I could seriously hear this all day

you too? :)