It is a Prelude Act III – PARSIFAL, by Wagner, over and over again, type of evening, one most dispassionate and analytical.
still hearing it, HOURS later.
don’t worry, I’ll get to talking about it’s harmony some other time:)
Monthly Archives: February 2015
Thought of the Day, 2 9 2015 – SPACEBALLS
Thought of the Day, 2 9 2015
Anybody who would give a bad review to SPACEBALLS
is no friend of mine.
…unless you really ARE a friend, in which case you simply require re-education and/or movie night.
here’s to the ENTP’s. and INTP’s, like mother
here’s to the ENTP’s. and the INTP’s (such as my mother.)
I should like me an INTP, or ENTP, who happens to be a kind compassionate emotionally supportive “nice” person, indeed.
not sure that exists. we shall see.
or hell, maybe I should just keep on moving towards LIKING myself, such that I don’t rely “as heavily” on “other people being super soft and nice and lovey-dovey” in the first place.
My father is a night person
My father is a night person.
worked 5pm till 1am most of his life, as a copy-editor for the sports page.
somehow, I too am this type of person.
late at night, alone, without the hustle and bustle of PEOPLE to interact with…
the internet is the only wild card that can still destroy this situation.
here’s to the ENTP’s.
and the INTP’s (such as my mother)
the Best Ideas, Late at Night…
The Best Ideas always seem to happen between midnight at 6am…
that is certainly so, UNLESS:
1. you are on the internet at all
2. in the vicinity of any other massive distraction, such as people, or any kind of electronic device, other than music players.
life without the internet is so relaxing
it is SO RELAXING, sitting in a corner in a DARK cafe late at night, 12:24 am, WITHOUT THE BLOODY INTERNET! I MUST do this every day, or life is pretty much NEVER gonna get better, with this constant jive-ass distraction of facebook and other “garbage” at hand constantly.
remember this.
Not Being on the Internet ALL of the time
I shall say, being on the internet all or much of the time seems a terrible thing indeed.
it is as if you are never alone.
and why on earth would you want to never be alone?
when things exist JUST to make money…
thought of the day, 2 8 2015
when things exist JUST to make money, instead of to do “what they actually are supposed to do-”
you’re fucked.
such as healthcare as way to make money, instead of a way to, you know, provide healthcare so that people can be healthy.
or music as way to make money, instead of… you know, a way to play music and make music and enjoy music, instead of just making garbage, calling it music, and selling it to ignorant or stupid people with bad taste. OOH OUCH yes… YEs…smile emoticon ;);)
or clothes, as a way to make money, instead of, you know, provide people with clothes so that they aren’t cold, n shit.
or phones, as a way to communicate, instead of, you know, a way to sell people the most unnecessary and expensive (and distracting) device POSSIBLE, with all this excess garbage that nobody needs, instead of, you know, to just communicate.
or higher education, as a way to make money, instead of, you know, a way to teach people and a way for people to learn interesting and useful things.
or streaming movie things, as a way to make money, instead of, you know, just charging people for what they want when they want it, and not charging them a high rate per month, whether they are using it or not (thanks to that, I don’t see movies at all anymore, pretty much.)
or attitudes towads our bodies and sex, as way to make money, instead of, you know, a way to love and be loved and have sex and be happy.
or sports, as way to make money, instead of, you know, a way to, like, play sports and enjoy them and enjoy life.
so, yeah… somethin’s real fucked up with that.
but THANKFULLY, it’s not entirely my problem.
I know this stuff, and when I make music, it’s for the right damn reason. I’m gonna die some day, so I’ll make music for the right reason now.
that’s good enough. it has to be.
Thought of the Day 2 6 2015
Thought of the Day 2 6 2015
perhaps one would not be defensive if they did not feel that others were attacking them (regardless of whether other’s really are attacking them.)
feeling safe is important.
so is feeling valid, and deserving of happiness and life.
not letting others’ actions define you is a fine idea, as is not taking it personally when other people disappoint you.
Music=music cooler than politics
wow, after three or four days of rehearsing and playing music with many friends far and wide, for many hours, I am reminded not for the 100th time,
that playing music is a lot cooler than being on facebook and getting all indignant about politics and such.