I am becoming less interested in how others who disagree with me would or wouldn’t do what I do, or want to but am/was afraid to.
and more interested in how “I” would.

because there is and never was any truth in the notion that I am invalid or unlovable, and other people disagreeing with me, or being different than me, does not make me unlovable or invalid, as I always seem to have thought.

well then.