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lets try more stuff

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there “appear” to be some things I simply haven’t done enough to KNOW< or UNDERSTAND WHY or THAT I would enjoy them, what they have to offer… which means I must just settle down to doing them, several times, possibly a ton of times, BEFORE I judge that I hate them…

perhaps some day, I can truly know I am not interested…

but first,

it seems…

I’ll need to um, give them more of a chance…

I’m a teenage boy still, in other words.
but let’s not self-judge,

growing up, heh, no need to judge, it’s life, we live it. everythings ok.

let’s keep living.

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Love my Artist Friends

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oh MAN, yes….
one thing, that’s “SO” true….

about my creative artist and crazy and CalArts friends…

such people…
NEVER

belittle you, mock you, tease you, or otherwise judge your or put you down, because of WHO YOU ARE, your tastes, interests, or ways of expressing yourself.

they (we) may do it over creAtive matters, but that’s entirely different. (person A likes this, person B likes that, and it’s all okay.)

such people NEVER do it in the juvenile, “jock” immature insecure ways that average people (ahem, mostly men) do. (sorry ladies, but I’m not as familiar with how women “tend” to do this.)

and this, friends…

is VERY nice, very nice indeed, nothing but wonderful.

this is the good way.

me happy.

 

#CalArtsLove

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into the moment, and moment music

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things that bring you into the moment, such as eve Pilates, not just yoga and such…

out of one’s head, perhaps.

after doing pilates, assuming I manage to get on with my day (often I don’t)

life seems real nice, for some reason.

and the thought of the day shall be—|

“Perhaps I am happy, already.”

there being no “there” there, indeed.

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if you don’t like/love yourself,

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if you don’t like/love yourself,
you won’t LET others like you (love as well) and
if they get to close, you’ll actively do things to PUSH them away, sabotage.

seems to be a “reflective” in and out type of situation.

so, like yourself. then you’ll allow others to.

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funny when you step back into something you haven’t done in a while…

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funny when you step back into something you haven’t done in a while…
after a bit,
it’s just “there”, all again…
like magic.

even if you would have to think if you had to explain to someone what you were doing, when it comes to just DOING it, it’s just THERE…. like walking.

(unless it is a videogame from the supernintendo… with something “that” old you might need a little practice first.)

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minor chord followed by a Major a whole step up

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ok so minor keys don’t usually have II chords that are MAJOR< which would be diatonic to the Lydian mode, yes?

I have known that one of the main themes from the soundtrack to V FOR VENDETTA has such a chord (a dominant seventh chord, in that case.)

I just noticed, while watching the ever-grim film

CITIZEN X (about the Soviet Serial Killer)

it TOO features a minor chord, b minor, followed by Db (or C#) Major…, prominently.

and both films feature actor Steven Rea, wouldn’t you know…(in both films, he is in the role of a cop (or something similar) looking, the whole film, for an elusive bad guy, and in both films, he nearly catches him early in the film but does not…)