Category Archives: I’m a Crazy Artist

hmmm…

existing whether labeled/noticed or not

the frequency A 440, ANY of them, really, has EXISTED, um, perhaps forever or somethin, LONG before

WE HUMANS IN THE WEST
gave it a NAME and a NUMBER.

it’s a SOUND, or vibration or whatever, and it predates ONE CULTURE’S measurements and things by very far.

it existed, and exists, whether WE or ANYONE gives it a LABEL or NOT. it just IS.

how bout that.

seriously, think about that, so often we feel like if mommy or daddy doesn’t notice us, (rightly so, in that case,) that we don’t exist, so to speak.

but as we grow older, surely (not always) we must learn things such as

  1.  our feelings, existence, etc, ARE Valid, THEMSELVES< with OR without validation from others, in the form of facebook likes, or something similar, fame, etc.
    we are not defined in terms of others.   to define ourselves that way….seriously,  just don’t do it.

    friends’ comments on this were as follows:

    me:
    it’s the same with rhythms. grid or no grid (16th notes and such I mean.) they exist independent of this, like Swing. and some African rhythms, some of em are “kinda crazy”  if you think of them in a strict western grid sense. some of em’s on the in between.

    friend 1:
    ” There is a current math problem that asks whether numbers exist whether or not humans are there to think about them. Are numbers a part of the physical world or are they a human construct? It’s an interesting question and there are many different schools of thought in the issue. What you said about frequencies reminded me of it.”

    me:

    ” reminds me of The Matrix (3rd Film, Revolutions.) they ask the same questions of LOVE, whether it is a Human Emotion, or a word.

    I tend towards the “I exist whether I am visible to/approved of by others, or not” school of thought myself.

    I mean, nevermind hollywood, and the Society of the Spectacle (a book by GUY DEBORD.)

    and fuck the Space Monkeys and others like them in FIGHT CLUB.

    it’s not about being part of groups. we’re OURSELVES, first. and last.”

    friend 2:
    “My question that correlates to your statement is: Are we creating music or discovering music? One answer leads to us as the creator of the music experience. Another answer leads to someone or something creating the foundation for discovering music. If you look to the harmonic sequence and the evolution of music from chant to today you can see the pattern of consonance (early chant 8th, 5ths, and 4ths, to harmony (classical Maj 3rds min 3rds) to dissonance (chromaticism) progressing through time to eventual inclusion of all intervals based on the harmonic sequence. Are we creating or discovering? Have fun with this Mike.”

    friend 3:

    “duuude yes. for some years now I’ve been thinking about writing music as a form of discovery rather than creation. and i am especially inclined to believe this is the case because of those moments when i get a really great melody rhythm or progression and i wasnt even trying. it’s almost accidental. and the process of developing musical skills is similar to developing ones abilities to detect things in the environment. you add to your skill set so that you can find music more efficiently. thats my is my hypothesis.”

    friend 4:

    “Well the “sound” part only takes place in our heads, and doesn’t really exist outside that moment of experience, but yea, 440 probably only exists because that was the most affordable amount of pipe to make an A on an organ or something.”

Birdman and Fight Club?

anyone else notice subtle but CONSPICUOUS similarities between Birdman and Fight Club?

I find there are many.

shallst I elaborate?

” let me see if I can remember them all:

1. most shallowly, Edward Norton is IN them both.
2. the man character in both has an alter-ego who talks to them, and, who is also-…not wanting to ruin Fight Club, I’ll stop right there.
3. oh, let’s not even MENTION “shooting yourself in the head but not dying.”
4. I can’t even REMEMBER the main reasons I said this yet…
5. there’s more. I’ll post when I remember.”

most of them not listed, cause well, I don’t wanna spoil the surprise(s)

Love should be UNconditiona

hey, here’s a thought:
Love should be UNconditional.

therefore, religion is missing something, something important.

Mom and Dad (unless they are bad people) love the little ones just BECAUSE, even IF they do horrible stuff, and are horrible people, and stuff.

any god or human should do that to others, and to themselves.

 

as a classical music personage….

as a classical music personage…. I despise the limited focus of so much music (as an avid fan of minimalism, African Music, and percussion without pitches, surely this means I’m crazy/a genius/ or at least crazy.)

I mean pop music mostly.

the breadth of emotions (if that’s what music is expressing at all)
is just so “expressed in a limited fashion…”
there are no 

moments of it suddenly being very quiet, at a different tempo, even rubato, played by only one instrument, almost inaudible…

I want more than that.

‪#‎Wagnergivesittome‬

facebook doesn’t really mean much, you know.

facebook doesn’t really mean much, you know.
in almost all cases of people “unfriending” me over my incessantness,
(there ARE some exceptions (usually over being religious and conservative, and who needs em’)

but in almost all cases, 
even IF someone unfriends me, in REAL LIFE, nothing changes, they just don’t want my ranting in their visual range all the time.

when I see them, it’s as if nothing happened.

and that’s because

in “reality”

nothing did.

I have to say, perfect pitch is awesome.

I have to say, perfect pitch is awesome.

arranging/composing music with it is just….

I bet somehow like super-vision or somethin. or like KNOWING what people are thinking or feeling. (the kind superman has)

yeah yeah, you can say that “but that would take all the fun out of it!” (I’ve heard as much)
but NO-
it opens up ENTIRELY NEW realms of “fun.”

you wouldn’t say that having MAPS takes all the fun out of sailing.

well, you might, but HAVING them, there are still “fun” things about it.

a dog that could see in 3-D. would still be a dog.