Second post from my tumblr, from some time in 2012, 2013.

on the (non)-wiseness of hating the haters via facebook…
for a long long time, I’ve acted “just like” the republicans and conservatives and christians that I have “kinda come to hate” thanks to um, the internet, life, erection cycles (election, that is) and well, I dunno, other reasons as well.

I have kinda taken on some of the characteristics of them pundits myself, on facebook.

I’m hateful, of them.

A kind friend this week was kind enough to point out that me doing this is kinda waste of my time and energies, I should be making music, and that doing this hating is just sad.

Were he an authority figure, an “adult” (I’m 37, so what the fuck)
a “normal person”, or someone from “back home”, especially if were one of the hated (see above,) I’d have gotten way defensive and didactic and been a pain in his ass and been way stubborn. But now.

I trusted this guy.

cause I believe him to be what I am, that is, a Crazy Artist from CalArts of course.

we had a totally public conversation on a facebook thread (158 comments.)

in which I mentioned what I am calling

“the Backwards-Bizzaro-Theory.” I’ll get to that some other time.

Well, as a result of his kindness or whatever,

I’ve ACTUALLY tried, since then, to not spend as much time posting political opinions, and to not get real angry with the repubs and the christians and those who are different than I, a tough task I should say.

and, somehow, though there are other factors in this as well,

I actually wrote music last night. first time in a while.

I play music, yes.

let us play music.

bout time I stopped stopping myself from doing that which is my purpose, so to speak.

yes then. and now.