often when have wanted to do something, instead of just doing it, I have delayed it (forever) by asking others how THEY think it should be done, then getting super upset because their answer is at odds with my own instincts.

in the end, it is best if I follow MY instincts, not others. even if I’m wrong, often.

otherwise, who’s life am I leading, eh?

Therapy is cool. It helps to teach me such things.