the typical artistic FORMS in which art stuff is presented…. sometimes trouble me. like, they seem antiquated, arbitrary, artificial, un-natural.

bringing to mind that quote on the wild beast at CalArts.

if you create a pre-prepared presentatio ( PR PR PR PR (wipe off the microphone)

for an audience… you kinda patronize them, you kinda remove them from the experience, prevent them from immersing themselves in it, spectaclize it.

I prefer when people are just dropped in, have to fend for themselves and figure things out, and they may indeed be confused as fuck a good long time. what’s wrong with it(I don’t care what is, nothing is.)

I felt that way in the Wachowski’s films. several of em (you know the ones) didn’t explain all that well what the fuck was goin on… more like a new experience, you’re indeed at a loss until you figure out what’s goin on, which DOES take a lotta time.

hell, learning to play music well didn’t happen in a few days. nor a few weeks.
nor months. nor even years. maybe decades.

so what.

do it anyway and start now.

you’re gonna die.

to be continued.