man in spite of my age I am on the fast-track to growing up LAST.

but then, that’s comparing myself unfavorably to others, and it is also giving importance to certain “norms” of behavior…
so what if others do things sooner in life than me(even my younger crazy artist friends,) so what indeed.

they haven’t done what I HAVE.

no one gets to say that the NORMS are more meaningful/important than the things I HAVE DONE.

so there.