a lot of the typical ways of doing things, I just don’t like. not because they are common, because they are lamer than a way I would have them done.
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hmmm…
the norms of society
understanding the norms of society “normally” involves noticing several things:
1. they absolutely suck
2. they are completely boring
3. infinitely better ways of doing EVERYTHING are possible
4. they are designed with average people in mind.
5. not questioning these norms, not thinking, and not doing something BETTER is very very bad. and it makes me enraged that this seems to be what most people choose to do (because they are lazy?)
6. doing things for the most money instead of “any other human or humane reason AT ALL” is very very bad too. see previous posts on how this basically turns the world into garbage and creates misery for everyone but the richest, and frankly, creates it for them too because money doesn’t make you happy.
and again…
just think…
some day I won’t have to deal with it at all.
…
good thing there ‘are’ ‘good thoughts’ and ideas and feelings that in spite of “all that garbage” still exist and still are good.
deep, a mirror, anger, self, or not
pretty deep, listen:
I feel like I must be a very ANGRY person (duh)
and that I am always seeking “other very angry people” (and perhaps other smart and other creative and other hyper people too, perhaps mixtures, but I digress…)
but when I find them, all I see is a reflection of myself,
and then I see how ugly I am…
maybe I need to….
na… I don’t know… I don’t know if I need to or can be more positive, like one of those hippie types….
who knows….
labelling myself in such ways…
maybe it’s true…
…
or maybe I just haven’t had breakfast yet, and this is the kind of dark loveless self-thoughts that happen at such times.
mysterious SUPER CRAZY shirt I didn’t get
I could have bought this shirt, but didn’t for some reason (the reason was it was only for sale with two other (much less cool (not at all cool) shirts, even though all three of them were 20 dollars for all three…
I was going to, and suddenly it was gone.
VIRGOLA UOMO, it was.
I’ll want this shirt if I find it.
it’s like one of the craziest ever.
ADHD Artsy Woman
hey if you’re a woman and ADHD and maybe artistic I think I wanna meet you.
growing up is over-rated.
growing up is over-rated.
details to come.
country music has African roots…
who knew…. guy at my accountant’s office today showed me this.
I have known for years that African music’s influence on the west is HUGE, but did not know THIS part of it.
that said, I still hate country music. just ain’t my kinda harmony.
giving to others, and to self
giving to others is a fine thing.
so is giving to yourself.
curiosity doesn’t kill cats-
curiousity doesn’t kill cats,
cynical assholes with lousy analogies do.
curious beings be meant to explore and sniff all about.
like me, with my pursuits of high stimulation and
enjoyment of ENERGY-USAGE.
like I’m a car engine and want to be driven, for fucks sake.
it ain’t all about learning to sit still, ALWAYS.
fuck in A, GO OUT AND RUN AROUND!
a bomb is meant to explode, and
fuck me but a
curious person is meant to go lookin all around.
and me, I’m meant to use my energy and get exhausted in a way
that hopefully feels good
YES now
a time to serve others. and myself.
if there is to be a time when I will serve others, a partner, children, it will come.
or not.
for now I’ll work on myself.
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after all,
“I” matter TOO. wink emoticon