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STAR WARS MUSIC, MACHETE ORDER

!! ooOOOHhhhh….sssSERIOUS Geekout question….
Ok, I have Recently learned of watching the star wars films in what is called MACHETE order, that is

IV, V (the first two “old” films), then II, and II, SKIPPING I entirely, and then VI (the last “old” film.)

my question is…

does this order

HELP or HURT the LEITMOTIVIC situation…, which at best can be described as PROBLEMATIC watching the films I-VI, or IV-VI, then I-III…

?

I bet it helps…

as is, it works best IV V VI, I II III…. old films, followed by new ones, in order they wee MADE< not that in which they happen chronologically. here’s why 1. The Imperial March does not appear AT ALL in Episode IV, the FIRST/OLDEST star wars film (formerly called “star wars”, no subtitle.) few people seem to realize that. it only first appears in Empire Strikes Back and Jedi. as such, having it appear, as it does, albeit to great effect, about 24 years earlier, in II, attack of the clones…. is kinda super uncool..l, in a Wagnerian sense… (the ONLY sense, that is…) 2. in said order, IV V VI, I II III, ANAKINS’s theme (pretty minor, frankly…. comes in in I…. it “leads” to, “Points” to, The Imperial March. skipping episode I skips this, BUT, that doesn’t really matter, as it appears also in episode II… (and, I;m told, ONCE, in III, though I don’t know where, to this day…) 3. the EMPEROR’S THEME is the kicker… as originally intended, musically, that is, it appears only in VI, return of the jedi… NOT in V, empire, even thought the emperor himself does so. with the prequel trilogy, it appears in all three, including mere MOMENTS from the start of episode I…. in MACHETE order (figuring this out for the first time here, hopeful…) IV, V, II, III, then VI…. it isn’t in IV, nor V… as such it’s first appearence will, instead of a. VI, like in the OLD days b. I, like in the NEW days… will instead be c. in II… attack of the clones, I believe, when anakin has killed the tusken raiders…, and is all sad, in the garage at the lars homestead (who said I wasn’t a geek?;) my question are.. 1. is that appropriate? 2. it IS better for The Imperial March, coming as it does (and frankly, did in IV-VI, then I-III) as a RECAPITULATION of it in V, not as supplanting it’s use in V as it does chronologically…. (WOW I’m a geek… WOW………) and (dude, as I write this, I realize that similar things can be said about Yoda’s Theme…. dude, the prequel trilogy “IS” a flashback– dude, THIS order “more closely” preserves the musical continuity one would EXPECT in MUSICAL FLASHBACKS, such as in Wagner Operas, or symphonies with interconnected themes in their movements, NOT composed OUT OF ORDER… !! DUDE! I AM A CONVERT!!! to MACHETE ORDER, it would seem… AS I was saying… 3. this method ALSO introduces YODA’S THEME, where it SHOULD be, in EMPIRE< V… NOT far earlier, pre-empting the intended MUSICAL SENSE that the OLD movies made until the new ones messed the whole thing up…. Well then. My Opinion is as such.

My Limiting Beliefs are Lies

…that happiness doesn’t exist, is a lie…
…that even if it does, I don’t deserve because I’m fundamentally bad, is a lie…
…that happiness doesn’t exist, is a lie…
…that even if it does, I don’t deserve because I’m fundamentally bad, is a lie…

Awesome Brazilian Music, high stim yes

TOMBO by AIRTO MOREIRA

THIS be some of the kind of music that is INCESSANT, UNRELENTING and AWESOME TO LISTEN TO AND PERFORM AND DANCE TO ALWAYS

(if the very beginning is “too slow for you”, go farther ahead, thou shalt not be disappointed.

though the beginning is FUNKY and PHAT, OH YES!

I could seriously hear this all day

you too? :)

losing one’s itunes library would suck

just realized, the loss of my itunes library…
would…. omG….
be a TRAGIC situation…. SO much music I’ve carefully collected and organized in there…. I could NEVER even REMEMBER many of the obscure things that I hear now and again, too too many…
good thing It’s on
1. my computer
2. my ipod.
3. my time machine backups
4. elsewhere too.
5. mom and dad’s laptop (hey, they visited once… decided to “gift” them 74 gigs of kick ass tunes, (and have it function as a backup, why not.)
smile emoticon

never too late to love oneself

seems it is never to late
to decide you like yourself
you love yourself
that you DO have things to offer
that you ARE valid,
that you ARE lovable.
I mean, you’ve spent your whole life “not asking” for things you would if you DID believe these things,
why not change and behave this better way instead?
I can indeed think of no reason:)

(my therapist taught me this. I did too, it would seem.)
she is very good. so am I.

Golden Days sung by Matt Bianco

funny story (funny may be the wrong word.)
in 2005 or therabouts at the Macy’s in Valencia CA (near CalArts of course, on a thursday even after African Ensemble.)
I was there and heard this song, with it’s TWO chord repeating… honestly, even just NOW, in 2015, I had to THINK for ten second about which chords they were…
they are G minor 7, a Bb minor 7, that’s all… but the bass line, it’s plays C and G, over the G, and then Eb and Bb over the Bb…. (a TAD confusing from a certain point of view… anyway)
I heard it, repeating, and was UTTERLY MESMERISED, somehow, in spite of the “cheezy” nature of the rest of the song, ( I mean, it’s sorta commercial, is all, I don’t mind though; harmony that I like, even as simple as gm7 and Bbm7…. is enough to enthrall me.
I stood there, under the speaker, STRAINING to figure a few of the lyrics…. all I got was golden something…. rays, lay, something….
I was desperately obsessed, HAD to have that song… didn’t even know what it was… and I knew, from prior experience, that big box stores don’t have the ability to “tell you what song that is” (starbucks and coffeebean TOTALLY do…:))
that night, I went on line, searched high and low, and SOMEHOW, found the song. GOLDEN DAYS (not the mario lanza version, no.)

just like the chords, and the, real or fake fender sound, or whatever it is, back there…
Sap. Me. Yes.

HIGH STIMULATION MUSIC, mine 1 24 15

There is some music and dance that I REALLY REALLY love to play, and listen to.

it is of SUCH intense joy, that it pretty much is my favorite thing in life.

my PERSONAL TASTE in such matters is pretty much as follows:
(in no particular order of puesto (course)
1. James Brown
2. Wagner, namely The Ring, Der Ring des Nibelungen
3. plenty of West African Dance-Drumming, from Ghana, Guinea, Mali, Ivory Coast, etc.
4. The Planets by Gustav Holst
5. The Rite of Spring by Igor Stravinsky
6. Brazilian Music, particularly Brazilian Jazz
7. and yes, there’s always “Jazz”, yes yes.
8. don’t leave out CERTAIN HARMONIES (I’ll get to which ones)
and
9. STEVE REICH’s Minimalist Music and that of
10.. PHILIP GLASS as well.

African Dance, yes yes yes…. doing that is one of the awesomest things ever… total exhaustion, VERY stimulating, so much so that at the end, you are exhausted… and yet, you would (and do) continue dancing for more hours…

THIS is what I want… THIS is HIGH STIMULATION.

THIS is LIFE.

James Brown once said something along the lines of “I want to give them MORE than they came for, I want to make them (the audience) tired, ’cause THAT’S what they came for!”

Energy Usage.




perhaps I am a Hedonist. (perhaps I should google such terms before I use them, not “completely
certain if I have the right word in mind. (but where’s the fun in that, where’s the fun in that, inDeed…)

ADHD MUSIC.., 1 24 2015

ADHD be a touchy subject for me, yes.
I just searched “ADHD MUSIC” without quotes.
what I seem to find (I haven’t found out for sure yet (see above)
are presumably
websites that have music that apparently
HELP
(sigh… grumble…seeth…..grrrrr)
HELP with ADHD…
I can only assume that that means that said music HELPS people with ADHD
(grrrrrrrr)
FUNCTION BETTER, or MORE NORMALLY (seething more….grrr)
in NORMAL SOCIETY, by
(fists clenched….. voice angry)
… by helping them be more normal, like everyone else…..
@($*%*#(%_#!!
!
needless to say… MY adhd music page is not about this, not in the same way at least (all presumption, I haven’t clicked on any of these sites; it’s 2:41 am and this is a touchy touchy subject, and I don’t wanna chance gettin all emotional and angry and resentful and vengeful (my life, my feelings) this late.
AS I was saying…
MY ADHD MUSIC pages (and my LIFE)
are not about helping us FUNCTION amongst figurative “mere mortals,” (that can mean anything from “Normal People” to “Non-ADHD people” to “Non-Artists”) at least, not in the same way, not by “denying” our impulses and need for “enough stimulation, by OUR measure, not be “normal people’s” but
by GETTING enough of said stimulation, whatever it is. (my life, after all.)
if I want to use ten times as much pepper on my eggs as most people do (as my best friend DOES IN FACT DO,) I fucking will.
TASTE.
if I were gay, I’d be gay. it is for no one to TELL ME I should have different TASTES or crave DIFFERENT AMOUNTS different ways different ANYTHINGS than I do.
and if I want to play African Music from Ghana for 4 or 5 hours until I can barely stand because it is a HELL of a good time (as I did last night), until I am exhausted and need to drink a lotta water and then coffee to drive all the way home, if THIS is what makes me HAPPY, then it BLOODY WELL IS!!!
JOY! and get outta my face if you think a “proper” night is spent reading or watching tv or sports or drinking or being with a loved one (not that I don’t enjoy that too.)
MY ADHD RESOURSE CENTER, (that might be a little formal for my tastes (sure as hell is)
is about THIS, not THAT.
THAT is fitting in, self-denial (I didn’t read no Neiztsche, no I didn’t)
THIS is BEING OURSELVES.
and feel free to criticize me as incredibly infantile and juvenile, that’s your prerogative indeed.
Become Awesomeness
Become Excitement
Become Interaction
Become Engagement
BECOME ENERGY USAGE, FLOW, MOVEMENT.
BECOME IT SO MUCH YOU ARE EXHAUSTED.
“THIS” is life. (at least sometimes.)
don’t worry. there is compromise involved in life.
we’ll get to that.
first we start from this place. this place right here.

p.s. this post may seem a little extreme, yes it may. everything’s fine, just strong words and strong feelings is all, folks. everything’s fine. :)

again, authentic or not….

is being approved of by others important, or is being honest and real(and therefore approved by ONESELF) important…

I know the answer.




Dammit, people should just what THEY LIKE. EVERYONE should do this.

that way, people wouldn’t be SECOND-HANDING everything, trying to GUESS what others want, and practically ignoring what THEY THEMSELVES want/are/need.

and no, little though of compromise has yet gone into this, after ALL, compromise comes, if at all, later, not in the beginning.

first you have a position, an ideal, an authentic, a real.