Note to Self, 2 10 2015
going through with things and getting them over with, instead of fretting about them “so incredibly long that they NEVER come to pass at all, for decades,” seems like it’s almost ALWAYS the better idea.
I mean, if you’re gonna wait THAT long, so long that it becomes forever…
(hey, I know, this is what I’ve spent much of my life doing, putting things off in fear due to perfectionis…)
just do it indeed.
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Thought of the Day 2 10 2015 ()
Thought of the Day 2 10 2015
I love Parenthetical Phrases, I do, but alas, this might not be one, chuckle.
I also love Excesses of Adjectives.
I ALSO seem to like Capitalizing the First letters of Words that I want Emphasized in their proNunciAtion…. sorta like the CalArts icon…. C and A… yes yes.
(I’m aware that that last one isn’t at all ok, grammatically. But this isn’t grammar; it’s art. and style.)
some Parsifal by Wagner…
It is a Prelude Act III – PARSIFAL, by Wagner, over and over again, type of evening, one most dispassionate and analytical.
still hearing it, HOURS later.
don’t worry, I’ll get to talking about it’s harmony some other time:)
here’s to the ENTP’s. and INTP’s, like mother
here’s to the ENTP’s. and the INTP’s (such as my mother.)
I should like me an INTP, or ENTP, who happens to be a kind compassionate emotionally supportive “nice” person, indeed.
not sure that exists. we shall see.
or hell, maybe I should just keep on moving towards LIKING myself, such that I don’t rely “as heavily” on “other people being super soft and nice and lovey-dovey” in the first place.
My father is a night person
My father is a night person.
worked 5pm till 1am most of his life, as a copy-editor for the sports page.
somehow, I too am this type of person.
late at night, alone, without the hustle and bustle of PEOPLE to interact with…
the internet is the only wild card that can still destroy this situation.
here’s to the ENTP’s.
and the INTP’s (such as my mother)
the Best Ideas, Late at Night…
The Best Ideas always seem to happen between midnight at 6am…
that is certainly so, UNLESS:
1. you are on the internet at all
2. in the vicinity of any other massive distraction, such as people, or any kind of electronic device, other than music players.
life without the internet is so relaxing
it is SO RELAXING, sitting in a corner in a DARK cafe late at night, 12:24 am, WITHOUT THE BLOODY INTERNET! I MUST do this every day, or life is pretty much NEVER gonna get better, with this constant jive-ass distraction of facebook and other “garbage” at hand constantly.
remember this.
Not Being on the Internet ALL of the time
I shall say, being on the internet all or much of the time seems a terrible thing indeed.
it is as if you are never alone.
and why on earth would you want to never be alone?
Thought of the Day 2 6 2015
Thought of the Day 2 6 2015
perhaps one would not be defensive if they did not feel that others were attacking them (regardless of whether other’s really are attacking them.)
feeling safe is important.
so is feeling valid, and deserving of happiness and life.
not letting others’ actions define you is a fine idea, as is not taking it personally when other people disappoint you.
Music=music cooler than politics
wow, after three or four days of rehearsing and playing music with many friends far and wide, for many hours, I am reminded not for the 100th time,
that playing music is a lot cooler than being on facebook and getting all indignant about politics and such.