being adhd is FAR FAR FAR less of a problem-
than believing you are worthless person who does’t deserve anything, who takes every non-perfect outcome of every single step taken towards any goal, as well as every comparison,
as PROOF that they ARE worthless and should never have bothered taken the step.
today, I can see that simply bouncing around and finding less-then-amazing tasks boring
is nothing compared to that.
well then.