well it seems as if I have always been angry.
mother has said that I was an angry young child.
(hey, people other kids were dicks, what do you expect.)
I was angry some time ago, I’ve gotten less and less angry, and yet it seems I still am rather angry, even though I have steadily gotten less and less angry.
maybe not about politics, but about, the rest of the stuff (almost all of which is more pertinent than politics.)
I used to HATE myself. I really don’t, as much, now.
fucks sake, from 2005 till like, now, I was real angry. real angry.
not so much now.
and yet.
I am still pretty angry, it seems.
I teacher of mine once said, of one of my musical groups,
“you guys are all angry!”
(BoorBaar Percussion Ensemble doeth thanketh him:)
our music is angry:)
aside from when I’m sleepy…when am I NOT:
-angry, or
-highly charged and energetic (and since when is being those things bad? (it isn’t.)