don’t believe that you don’t deserve things. it will cause you not to seek them.
you DO deserve THESE things.
not entitlement. normalcy.
Category Archives: Frustrations about women ‘n’ stuff
ehh, let’s be more positive, yes.
Thought of the Day 4 14 15
a lot of the typical ways of doing things, I just don’t like. not because they are common, because they are lamer than a way I would have them done.
the norms of society
understanding the norms of society “normally” involves noticing several things:
1. they absolutely suck
2. they are completely boring
3. infinitely better ways of doing EVERYTHING are possible
4. they are designed with average people in mind.
5. not questioning these norms, not thinking, and not doing something BETTER is very very bad. and it makes me enraged that this seems to be what most people choose to do (because they are lazy?)
6. doing things for the most money instead of “any other human or humane reason AT ALL” is very very bad too. see previous posts on how this basically turns the world into garbage and creates misery for everyone but the richest, and frankly, creates it for them too because money doesn’t make you happy.
and again…
just think…
some day I won’t have to deal with it at all.
…
good thing there ‘are’ ‘good thoughts’ and ideas and feelings that in spite of “all that garbage” still exist and still are good.
deep, a mirror, anger, self, or not
pretty deep, listen:
I feel like I must be a very ANGRY person (duh)
and that I am always seeking “other very angry people” (and perhaps other smart and other creative and other hyper people too, perhaps mixtures, but I digress…)
but when I find them, all I see is a reflection of myself,
and then I see how ugly I am…
maybe I need to….
na… I don’t know… I don’t know if I need to or can be more positive, like one of those hippie types….
who knows….
labelling myself in such ways…
maybe it’s true…
…
or maybe I just haven’t had breakfast yet, and this is the kind of dark loveless self-thoughts that happen at such times.
ADHD Artsy Woman
hey if you’re a woman and ADHD and maybe artistic I think I wanna meet you.
growing up is over-rated.
growing up is over-rated.
details to come.
giving to others, and to self
giving to others is a fine thing.
so is giving to yourself.
a time to serve others. and myself.
if there is to be a time when I will serve others, a partner, children, it will come.
or not.
for now I’ll work on myself.
smile emoticon
after all,
“I” matter TOO. wink emoticon
trust oneself
I am becoming less interested in how others who disagree with me would or wouldn’t do what I do, or want to but am/was afraid to.
and more interested in how “I” would.
because there is and never was any truth in the notion that I am invalid or unlovable, and other people disagreeing with me, or being different than me, does not make me unlovable or invalid, as I always seem to have thought.
well then.
A ZeitGeist Question 4 7 15
the big question, … bringing to mind (my perhaps incorrect usage of the term)
ZEITGEIST….
of my life right now
is
“when am I doing things for others and when am I doing them for myself?”
and I don’t actually mean WHEN
I also mean why, how, and in what ways do I disagree with “typical people’s opinions” on this matter….