sometimes I left fear cause me to not experience, or ask for things, which sometimes leads to me not even knowing that such things exist to be asked for or experienced.
other times I’m simply not interested in the typical way of doing them at all, or I’m not interested in things or people I deem boring, and don’t care to compromise.
sometimes the reason for lack of experience is fear
others it’s simply disinterest.
sometimes one is afraid of something;
others they simply don’t want (this version of) it.
keep these clear.